GOD'S TIMING IS EVERYTHING- so much love for Tallmadge
“At times, having faith in Jesus Christ may seem like something impossible, almost unattainable. We may think that coming unto Christ requires a strength, power, and perfection we don’t have, and we just can’t find the energy to do it all. But what I have learned from all these people is that faith in Jesus Christ is what gives us the energy to begin the journey. Sometimes we may think, “I need to fix my life before I come to Jesus,” but the truth is that we come to Jesus to fix our lives through Him. We don’t come to Jesus because we are perfect. We come to Him because we are flawed and in Him we can “be perfected.” How do we begin exercising a little bit of faith every day? For me it begins in the morning: When I wake up, instead of looking at my phone, I say a prayer. Even a simple prayer. Then I read a scripture. This helps me with my weekly covenant that I make as I partake of the sacrament to “always remember him.” When I begin my day with a prayer and a scripture, I can “remember Him” when I do look at my phone. I can “remember Him” when I face problems and conflicts, and I try to face them like Jesus would.”
It brings me to tears when I think about this week and how much I saw the lord's hand in everyday in every moment.
I want to challenge everyone to follow any good thoughts they recieve. God gives us impressions everyday and often it's to help benefit somebody else. Don't think just act!!
Monday:
A little scary. We invited this little midget man to church and he began to pop off about anti stuff and was making no sense. Anyways he followed us outside but then we walked away fast and he disappeared and then boom around the corner in front of us he appeared, he teleported. Midget running speed I guess. Anywho sister Haslam was ready to pepper spray him lol. Now that I'm in Tallmadge I'm really regretting not bringing mine.
Tuesday:
Today we had training visits and I went to Medina with Sister Thomas, my first stl. It was a beautiful reunion. They have a really hard area where finding is slow BUT because we are diligent and follow the spirit we found 5 new beautiful friends. People are being prepared by God everywhere to accept the gospel we must trust in his timing. We taught their friend Jared who is being baptized on Saturday and he is AWESOME!!! I loved him so much. Then we taught a couple named Christian and can't remember his wife's name but they are cuties. The spirit really took over with what was shared. We taught a lesson in the pouring rain and then went to a member's house for dinner smelling and looking like a wet dog but the lords work must go on. Lots of crazy things popped up today with scheduling but none of it I could help with due to it not being my area. There was some baptismal conflicts with one of their friends and some emergency traveling to Columbus that had to happen so training visits ended a little early. A wonderful day.
Wednesday:
Ah I love Tallmadge. Today was great but I'm writing it on p day so I can't remember what even happened. I know we found some cool people and did some knocking. Had a fun dinner and taught a new convert.
Thursday:
We started the day off with district council and once again sister hoyt prepared an hour training instead of 15 minutes. Everytime I over estimate how much time I have and then spiritual revelation just flows and I end up with pages. The cute senior missionary sister Perry filmed me bearing testimony so she can send it to her grandkids. She takes videos of all the missionaries so she can help strengthen her family back home. We got Chipotle (which is my current addiction) as a district. Here's where it gets interesting. We had some stop bys to do and two lessons. Well God changed the whole plan. We start our list of stop bys and I'm going down a street and see a guy and get the most distinct feeling to pull over NOW. So obviously I do but then the guy gets on a bus so I was a bit confused but then some houses caught my eyes and I can't describe it but it's like I was being stirred. I knocked them and found the most beautiful woman ever who was so excited to hear from us she immediately wanted our number and for us to come back. Keep the detours in mind. Then we knock a few more houses because I have a weird feeling not to leave yet so I'm like okay okay I trust. After awhile it was very clear to get back in the car and proceed. Well now we're way past schedule and are headed to a self referral. She is not home but as we are leaving we meet Reatha outside who was another referral we hadn't been able to contact. Apparently her phone number changed and she had been praying all night for the missionaries to come. Tears formed in our eyes as we chatted but she had to go to work so we scheduled a time to come over and got her new number. Now at this point our next lesson had canceled and I needed a solid knocking hour so we went HAM!! First we found William who is a king and wants us to come back. Then next house was Bill who isn't happy with his church and wants to come with us and have us back over. Next house Zeddi…. Has a whole family and is Christian but has no church due to him working on Sundays. We are going over Saturday to teach his entire family. Now this gets even better we go to see a referral named Dina and we couldn't find her house and this lady is outside and so we're like what are the odds so we go to her and ask for her name… ITS DINA. She had put her address in wrong and just got a new number she had also been praying we'd come. Poor queen is just sobbing in tears and gives us the biggest hug. Had a beautiful chat and found a day to come back and teach her and her son. He's 11 and she was so pumped that he gets his own class to attend on Sundays!!! Now this is when it all lines up. Sister Haslam had been feeling sick ALL day. About a minute after Dina literally on the street throws up everywhere. Now this is so unfortunate but understand the message. God needed us to A have lessons fall through. B get lost so we could meet people at the perfect moment. If I wouldn't have missed a few turns, knocked the exact amount of houses we would have never met Dina or Reatha. Sister Haslam stomach had to hold off until exactly after Dina. God is in every single detail. I put my foot down and told Sister Haslam we're going home. I got to play mom and get her some sprite and crackers. Warmed her a cute little bath and made her sleep. I proceeded to deep clean the apartment which was so badly needed. Do some scheduling tasks and some messaging of friends were teaching.
Friday:
Nothing to eventful in the morning, attended institute on Kent State, saldy had no time to invite but will be back next Friday with a whiteboard and some fun finding ideas. Went to see a referall and they weren't home so again we knocked( my new favorite thing) and we see this door open so naturally we have to approach. It was a little house barber and we invited this guy who then yelled to his two friends to come listen. Anywho two of them were super super interested and we got all their information and set up a time to come back!!! Rushed to a lesson and taught a cute 8 year old who's getting baptized on Saturday. Saw the angry midget again, got a little scared. Then off to another lesson with another 8 year old who's getting baptized in a few weeks. Ended the night with uneventful social media work and calls.
Saturday:
Had a sync up call with the leaders in our zone. We have to do these once a week to council about social media work and get everyone on the same page and relay information. Then we went to the baptism of the 8 year old and it was beautiful profound and everything I needed. Did some more knocking and found 3 beautiful friends. Best story- we went to visit a referral and the person we went for doesn't live there but we met a lady who was sooo interested. Not a coincidence the address happened to be wrong. God is so good. Had a lesson with one of our friends. Spirit totally changed our lesson plan but it was beautiful. He's a scary guy so that's a bit of a problem but the atonement of Jesus Christ is real and the change is real. We had a lovely dinner with a sweet lady for the Netherlands. She is the coolest person I think I've ever met. Our ward is a solid 70% young married couples and they are the best.
Sunday:
Today was a day. Started off with the fire alarm going off due to the smoke from my sausage. Poor neighbors. Then we get a call from a lady taught in the past who asks for the address for church and asks when we do baptisms. She ends up coming to church and two other friends of ours do as well.
Well our sundays are pure chaos if you don’t remember from last week im over two wards and their times overlap so we run around. Double sacrament talks and double lessons are awesome though. We had a bunch of syncups and calls with other missionaries to do after church- due to being SMS. We had an awesome dinner with a young couple who has a 7 year old, 4 year old, 2 year old, and 8 month old. They were so cute and gave us like 100 hugs. The cute kids sang us a church song. It was a whole performance. At the end they all came and attacked me. I had three of them clung to me. It perchance filled my whole soul with Joy.
Tallmadge Notes:
The ghetto is scary, guns, ambulances, drugs, etc. Adds to the joy and trust in the lord. The spirit is crucial to have as a missionary. I am not loving everyone telling me I shouldn’t be out there and too be cautious- please gaslight me and tell me it’s the safest neighborhood ever.
Our back yard is a literal forest. Nothing is more therapeutic than opening the windows and seeing the wildlife within touching distance.
Every street is perfect for knocking
We have 4 out of 6 Napoli speaking missionaries in the world in our district. The Napoli kids love white sister missionaries and just throw themselves at us every sunday. I am currently the new favorite to run at and hug.
We also have Swahili speaking missionaries that translate the meetings for a little small branch. It is so fun to have all of us in the same building. Our ward is about as big as a Utah ward. It’s crazy.
Everyone here wants to learn but doesn’t want to make commitments
I love the area
Friends:
Solon: Keith apparently quit smoking wooohooo
Doug: on his way to the font
Micheal: working on him but amazing
Latonya: working on her but amazing
Tallmadge:
Jeremey- an oddball, could really progress comes to church every week, has read almost every page of the Book of Mormon
Kaylin- a members workout friend, comes every week, is amazing
New: 22 new amazing friends this week that I don’t know enough about yet.